8 May 2015: To self-motivate and be motivated

by jcyf94

When I am scaffled and chained physically or psychologically on the corner of the society, I am extremely motivated to unscaffle and unchain myself so I can be free to do things I am really motivated to do.  There is no one to blame and no one to point fingers at, at least when I am clear-headed to think the circumstance over.  Many said that I am a narcissist because I only thought about myself.  Maybe they are right.  When my life is constantly surrounded by malicious forces, I think about the existences of me and my family, in the present and in the future, only.  People have attempted to drive a wedge between my own existence and those of my family before; that is why I am weakened but always motivated.