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Month: May, 2015

2 May 2015: To know, not know and be provoked

I wish I could forget things I need to forget. 

I wish I could remember things I need to remember. 

I wish I could step away from this space between truth and lies. 

I wish I could make myself clear while remaining ambiguous. 

I wish I have not, do not and will not hurt anyone, intentionally or not. 

I wish others have not, do not and will not hurt me, intentionally or not. 

I wish I were not others’ stepping stone. 

I wish I were not others’ easy prey. 

2 May 2015: To stop trembling in fear and rage

Do not speak what is in your mind. 

Do not write down what is in your mind. 

Do not take others’ attempts to intimidate, humiliate and dehumanize personally even if they are purely personal. 

Do not relinguish your life and your sanity. 

Remember at all time that you are perpetually at war. 

Remember your limits. 

Remember to toughen up. 

Remember what have been done to you and function at the same time.