Jcyf94's Blog

What does a man do when his hope will soon be shattered, his future will soon be mandated, his reputation has been declared DNR, and his desire to establish basic and meaningful communication has been deemed delusional.

Here are some cocepts or words that appear on both of my linguistic domain:
Schadenfreude=幸災樂禍
you got what is coming to you=活該
Every…man for himself=人不為己 天誅地滅
Technological innovation=人類活體實驗 電宰豬
Eugenics, Meritocracy, and Social Darwinism=生死有命 富貴在天
Human-Gods and Power of Fear=天機不可洩漏
Isolation, Alienation and Socialization=宅男宅女在人群中永遠的被排斥孤寂
Character Building/Competitive Spirit=霸凌
21th century physician=半志願的隱密行刑/處決專家
Dumbing Down Effect=暗中篡改知識 能力差距拉大 蓄意混淆視聽 鼓勵感官娛樂
Addiction patients Treatment=煙毒犯/社會人渣/集中監押勞改
Depression=”心情不好”
Psychological patient=”瘋子 上輩子做虧心事 不要靠近”
Organizrd Religions=沒人敢批評的洗腦

I have never expected to be heard, now I will never expected to be helped. I do not deserve helps, many insist.

I am 37 years old. I do not have much that I can be proud of. I wanted to change that and failed. I just got to do it all over again. The cynicism has no connection to my current plight. I do not have much to share anymore. I need a vacation, a true vacation, from not working, so I can come back and be able to work.

I am at my limit. Let it be so. I need a vacation and I will heal.