24 August 2012: Taking pleasure at the expense of others’ pain and agony

by jcyf94

This is regarding a previous comment to posts by Shu Xi, a performing artist in motion picture, regarding the accelerating pandemic of prevalent dehumanization movement.

What I meant was that show biz, behind the glamour and glitter, is as cutthroat and frightening a place as any others, if not more so.

I meant absolutely no slight, but I do not get …to explain and edit myself in daily life, don’t I?

Detecting others’ intentions with swift precision and expressing my own intentions with clairvoyant efficacy have always been extremely frustrating for me. The world and its people always has been fascinating but out of reach for me since birth. I cannot fully understand how people think and react and people cannot comprehend what I I try to convey most of the time.

If that makes me a defect, thus expendable and primed to be eliminated, as a result, I must fight until either my executioner or I am eliminated, or I can only hope that the death threat against the lives of my family and mine would vanish, like in a fairy tale.

The hatred will live on as my life support until then.

I will add that the rise of such dehumanization is triving under the current climate of global financial meltdown. It further gains its legitimacy in the names of both evolution and religion as disguises, and fear, intimidation, intrusion of privacy and mass deception as tools.

As improbable as it sounds, this massive social engineering, according to common sense, most likely aims to serve the interest of very few powerful and sadistic despots with insatiable lust to absolute power and control over the masses, including their basic

well-being, means of subsistence and expiration date of their lives.

Is it just a delusional conspiracy made up by an insane individual? I will leave you to decide. All the pieces are there for anyone to examine. I just care about certain things much more deeply than others. It is dangerous to care about things others than your wealth and health.

I resent such worldview, but I believe it is true. Idealists usually die much earlier within chinese diaspora: in mainland China, in H.K., and in Taiwan, which is just a bit better. I do not know if there is any idealist in Singapore, the most perfect model of Capitalism. I have urgent personal problems many of which compelled me to