Jcyf94's Blog

If I were gone before dad and mom, they would be devastated beyond belief.  Only sis would be willing and capable of taking care of them.  Therefore I need to not die and not make them continue worry, but my life is no longer up to me now.  It belongs to the governments, conglomerates, militarized, police, and their hired dogs.  

If I were to die after dad they will torture me to death along with my mother because they hate her too.  Sis would be forced to terminate us along with them because they would certainly threaten Celeste’safety if sis did not obey.  Mom and I would be driven to death, insanity, poverty, or worst.  One of us is going to die before the others.  I have had my ability to take care of myself, let along the ability to take care mom and dad, chronically beaten out of me, physically and psychologically.  The doctors’ motive is not to heal, but to worsen our health because it is profitable considering the money coming from our enemies.  

People who committed suicide with their family are considered selfish and black-hearted and are despised by the society.  I understand where they are coming from.  I am lucky to have not been in their situations, but I know desperation and the nature of the society are.  I have seen them.  I have experienced them.  I know the faces of evil and cold-bloodedness.  I would not want my children and parents alive to be at the Hands of those creatures.