27 June 2015: hypocrisy and bullshit

Hypocrisy is “the claim or pretense of holding beliefs, feelings, standards, qualities, opinions, behaviors, virtues, motivations, or other characteristics that one does not actually hold. Hypocrisy is not simply failing to practice those virtues that one preaches,” based on Wikipedia.  We do not need Wikipedia to know what a bullshit is.  

My current plight is warranted apparently because of I am full of hypocrisy and bullshit.  That is what people I respected and semi-respected have felted, as well as countless faceless strangers.  

I introspect about and reflect on quite often the past.  I did many wrongs and made a lot of mistakes, but I have never done something so heinous as disregarding aperson’s life that I deserved all the threats, humiliation and dehunization I have received.  

I do not whine.  I do not like to ask others’ for help.  Therefore I write down what had happened to me, if not for a hope of eventual rescue, at least to set the record straight.