1 July 2015: Untitled

by jcyf94

There are things I forget that others have not.  There are things others forget that I have not.  Things do not align.  I do not know what I should apologize and forgive anymore.  All that remain are the thoughts of not getting tortured, humiliated and persecuted again.  I am going to be a porcupine for a long time and I do not wish to be so, but I cannot change it. 

2:40.  Getting my head bashed again.  Something I have been trying to get used to.  Physical and mental abuses.  

10:55. Just awake.   This time is the torso and the right shoulders.  Only tithing you can do is endure the pain and fight mentally against these sadistic torturers. And murderers.  Missed going to work.  

22:30.  Head-baking begin again. 

I am permanently at war now. 

Today is July 1st. 

* Speaking truth to power is not an universal value; in fact, most of the time it will get you killed or worse.