20 August 2012 

by jcyf94

Am I a lunatic? 
Am I losing grips with reality? 
Am I Truly being put under surveillance? 

Am I having my privacy completely stripped off still after 3+ years? 

Am I the cancer to the society, as stated by the media, the government, and seemedly majority of the society? 

Do people just blame everything on my supposed delinquency? 

Are there really people out actively trying to get us, knowing that I am in deep rage and paranoia, and have absolutely legitimate and ample reasons to feel this way? 

Am I worthy to live? 

Are my parents worthy to live? 

Are we no longer in position to determine the worthiness of our lives and our sanity? 

Am I capable of combatting and winning against the force so powerful that it has rendered me motionless and paralyzed, with only hatred and hope as my sole life supports? 

Is this my last resort to regain the control to my life subsistence? 

Are all these my fault and my fault solely? 

Is this just an entertainment to you to watch me and my family struggle for survival? 

Am I a lunatic?