Jcyf94's Blog

When you are put under surveilance and have your every behavior broadcasted to people with identity and quantity unknown, you are essentially imprisoned by people who have access to such technology. You may or may not know its pesence; if you know, you or any normal people will first trying to evade it. If it is not possible, you try to find people with similar plight to figure ways to cope with it. If no one can be found, you learn to endure the chronic psychological torture. If you cannot endure it any more, you record it but never ever would admit the torture in definite terms. If you carelessly present it as truth without evidences or witnesses, say you lie for fun and apologize. 

You never ever expect anyone to believe you are sincere. There are assumptions people made about yourself that will never alter. 

The damage done is forever. It has got nothing to do with being right or wrong. 

I am a slow and dull person, but I know what some people are capable of.